Its mah life. :D

had a class outing with them ytd.

went to american's club at town.

met zhuang hua, jie min, jing ting, yu xuan, jun wei and kevin at jp, at 1, then otw met liying and luke. ^^

reached, kept walking ard, cause some people didnt take lunch, and then we were looking for places for them to eat.

otw, kev kept calling jakey and trying to meet him. kept passing the phone ard.

but then end up we went to meet iman, kenneth and michelle, and then met jakey too. HAH.

jt told jakey to meet us at pacific plaza's mac, but then when we met with him, he was like, there's no mac in there!!.

haiyo. my class people and teacher is damn cute.

walked to th american club, was kinda stopped, cause apparently, we all dont look like we cn go in there. -.-

had bowling again, didnt join in. kinda lazy to bowl. HAH.

lent my socks to jt, then took pics with zh's camera.

wanted to take a pic wit jakey, and then he crossed over the chair, tripped and almost fell. HAH.

then he told us, you didnt see that.

kevin and jakey had a 'competition' and then kevin didnt manage to bowl well, and his score was practically half of jakey's. then jakey kept disiao-ing kevin abt his score.

bowled till about 4 like that, then we went out to play table tennis, wii, and some other stuffs.

played till abt 6.

had to leave, so we went out to th main lobby.

spammed alot of pics there, till it was close to 6.45. :/

then left with them, walked to far east plaza, waited for 132 with jm and zh.

alighted at redhill mrt, and then went home. ^^

great day out with them. had alot of fun, and laughter. ^^

that taka seoul garden class lunch went really well. another memory for me to treasure.

i rmb we all going to jp to wait for the guys to meet us and take train together. only 15 of us went, and mr ong too.

chipped in money to help mr ong pay first, cause need to pay before going in mah.

they say need $20. then i jiu just give 20 luhs. end up his one is like 23plus. -.- got gst and stuff like that. end up someone else chipped in.

mr ong left sch at abt 1.25 like that.. he texted me and say he's gonna be late at abt 2.30 like that then reach.

we thought he would be like taking train down cause abt one hour mah. end up he came and told us he cabbed down. -.-

and he still took a long time sia. :x

he came in tshirt and jeans. then told us not to call him mr ong outside sch. tsk.

this teacher abit siao one. HAHAHAH.

ate until damn shuang there, and mr ong keep asking us if we want refill water.

i told him"you drink alot of cups of water le leh!"

his reply? "this is only my third cup! :D"

abit scary sia. and he just reached not long ago nia. haha.

end up he tell us "im a water tank." xD

finish eating, we took class pics in there, then jiu leave.

went to take neos at cine. then bought anklets with th girls that went.

jiu go home le..

kay. happy stuffs over. now the sad ones.

promos results released.

did terribly. T.T

but kinda expected.

waiting for call from sch on retaining alr.

then might be changing subj combi? :X

heck le lah. whatever happened is in the past. gonna work hard from now on.

tmr's th last day of promos, then after that, im going to seoul garden at taka with 10s23! :D

muaha. i have a list of dramas to chiong after tmr, close to like 24?! haha.

can totally become zai nu le luhs. :X

but heck. i happy jiu hao. ^^

ytd went down to HKNRC training.

saw my students there going thru mock. damn xin tong for some of them.

some used to be th best. but somehow or other, they deproved and become worse. tsk. nothing much that i cn do thou.

but im planning to go back to training after my promos. shld i?

dad and mum will surely kill me. but i just like my life in tkd lah.

at least i got people who respect and acknowledge my presence leh.

tsk. see how first bah.

after promos, go play and then come home and finish my personal taste, then start on playful kiss. ^^ <3

i wish i had a guy friend:

who would always be there for me.
who would beat up any guy who hurt me.
who would pig out with me and not care.
who i could talk with for hours about anything.
who would always give me hugs when needed.
who always has advice to give to me when i need it.
and most of all a guy who knows all my flaws and mistakes i’ve made in the past, but still loves me for who i am, and sticks to my side.

and i think i do.

You will know something is wrong when:

My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.
Sit there starring at something for the longest time.
Look up and continuously blink.
Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.
Only smile when something’s hilarious.
Sit while Hugging my knees.
Mindlessly Scribble
Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone
Rest my head on your shoulder

Now here are the reasons why:

You can tell exactly how I’m feeling by just looking in my eyes. If my smile Doesn’t reach my eyes, I’m not genuinely happy.
I’m thinking about what just happened.
I’m trying to stop myself from crying about it.
I’m mentally beating myself up for thinking about it, so I shake my head trying to forget it for the moment.
I laugh at everything, if it’s hilarious and I don’t even laugh? Something is DEFINITELY wrong.
I’m trying to keep myself together and not break down.
I’m trying to focus on anything other then whats on my mind.
I hate being alone. If I am, I’m hurting inside.
I’m looking for comfort. Put your arm around me please, because in a few seconds, I’m about to give in and just cry

i got this from someone's tumblr, and i find it really true to me. so yeah~

13 days to my first promo paper, 12 days for me to study hard and get ready for the paper on the 13th day from today.

i really need to get back into that crazy study mood that i had last time.

its just so not me to be unable to sit down and really study hard for the remaining days before my papers. i am doing up my promos time table on PS, so that i can use it as a wallpaper, and hopefully, force myself to study hard and be able to score well, at least enough to let me promote *prays hard*

i am going to work hard, from now on, thinking banning technology, namely my lappy when i need to study.

i packed my room ytd. so i have a clean place to study, and i hope to keep it that way, for as long as i can.

i need to study hard! make sure i dont waste my year and repeat next year.

i will prove that with hard work, i am able to pull up my grades, at least enough to let me promote.

i can and will do it!

TRUST ME! :D

i went to school for econs lesson today.

after that, iw went to cck, to go to kat's house.

met with kat and rose, made me miss them loads.

i needed them, but is not easy for me to be able to go to them whenever i want to.

i have to be happy with what i have. but its also not the same. its not like i have the same group of people willing to disgrace themselves in front of a public whenever i, or anyone else has the 'feel' to.

KATHLEEN, ROSE, i love you, and all the CRANOS.

you know, i miss the pearl delight days, the days where we bought a cup of cup noodles and just went to any random block to eat. i miss the times where we laughed until we cried, until we had stomachaches, and literallly ROFL. i miss laughing about each and everything that attracted our attention, with everyone around, we could turn anything into something to laugh about. i miss having cheese fries with all of you, and especially after eating, we would poke holes into the top of the box, making out own desings. xD

anyone wanna go to pearl delight? thou it moved, i know where is it! :D

shall we go back and relieve those different, special, crazy and lovely times we had with one another?

i miss CRANOs.